I decided to be all wholehearted and stuff. For real.
But it turns out, it’s pretty hard. There’s a reason people choose to numb, however they choose to numb. Ben and Jerry, thank you.
Don’t worry, I’m doing ok. I just find paying attention all the time and not zoning out or hiding from things I don’t want to think about or deal with to be quite exhausting.
I felt it necessary to point out amid my rah rah rah about becoming someone awesomer than I was last year, it’s not as easy as it seemed when I was reading about it!
I’m still going to try. But I get by with a little help from my friends. (Ben and Jerry)